What I need is a constant and lasting revelation of God's love in my life these days. I miss the days when i never doubted God's love for me and everything made so much sense and things seemed so clear.
It is very hard for me to receive love from people. I came into this school year out of a place of intimacy with God and believing i had to be strong in Him for the sake of Passion Church and revival at UCLA. I made sure to gather every bit of tenacity and strength in my spirit to fulfill a faithful calling. I told myself that whatever hurt me along the way, i had to keep going.
I believed i had to lay down my rights, my thoughts and my feelings so that His will could be accomplished. Today, I find myself doubting people's love for me and forgetting God's love for me.
1 comment:
Your heart for God is so inspiring. Even in the tough times, you still hang onto that hope--that belief that His love never fails and is unchanging.
Love you!
Angie
Post a Comment